hmmm...2day was woke up by mummy's nagging!:[
she wanted mi to go see doctor with her at amk...kind of "ÿawn"
=.="
watever it is...i woke up lo...go shower and change then get out of this hus...haha...
see the doctor sho damn damn long lo:(
sho we register le then go makan makan...40 mins later we go bak...still like haven reach yet?=.="
waited another 5 or 10 mins...then reach our turn...she registered then we waited another 45mins to 1hour to see doctor...take medicine another 45 mins gone-.-"
gosh man...imagine 1 dying person go die...die le la-.-"
ok watever...blah blah blah...
finished liao...we go shop shop see see...
i saw this pink strapless dress...true to say...it is cute and pretty!!!:D
haha...kind of another dress to consider 4 prom liao...yay!i goin next week to shop and see more...haha...watever...i m now crazy over dresses :D
xD
then i see quite a few top and bottom i would like to get over the holiday lo...
:D
just now sum tink unpleasant happened...here it goes...
i went to buy makan with daddy...sho all the way he was complaining to mi...about this and tat...blah blah blah...then the content is abt mummy la...
then i just kip walking lo...then kip say is like tat 1 la...er...haha...sum tink like tat lo...then after we buy everytink le...on the way home...another round of complaint...blah blah blah...then reached hm...ask everyone to makan lo...then i ask mummy y dun clean the alter 4 daddy...then she angry with mi:(
then i was like sho shock and panicking lo...dunno wat to do...then she dun want take the dinner le...actually i was angry also la...coz is like she scold mi lo...when i just asking her lo...then i almost burst into tears la...but i bear with it...then i continue eating lo...then finish le...daddy want to buy joss stick...we went market agn...daddy say if he come bak...and the packet of food we bought 4 her wasn't consume...he will throw away...lucky come bak she neva eat but daddy never act up...sian ar...then everytink ended la...
1hour later...
marmie ask mi want eat anot...then i say ok lo...then she scold mi agn...i gan pua tulan...say dun wan eat le...she scold sum more...sian ar...i realli wanted to go the rm and bang my head against the wall...but i never la...she suddenly sho nice ask mi go eat in a veri pleasant voice...then i kip dun want...suddenly i just go eat abit then ask her eat the rest lo...hais...

dunno wat is happening to my family la...
will it fall apart?
will my family break up?
will i b a orphan infuture?
will i b all alone next time?
will i lose my loved ones?
will ...?argh...i dunno wat i saying or thinking now...
my brain is bursting now...is it filled with this question...i dunno...
i realli dun want to lose anyone...
i knew the feeling of losing tat important sum 1 in ur life...
i dun wan to experience it again...
i am sure i will go insane...
hais...i dunno hu to talk to...
talk to ting?argh...i dun dare...
talk to andrew?no...i owe him too much...
talk to hu?awww...
no 1 is there for mi...i m all alone...i knew it...

recently i kip having sum dreams...
if i dream of sumthing happening...
it will really come true the next day...
i swear...
i dunno...
i told marmie...she ask mi to dream of her striking 4D...
argh watever...
i came to tink abt sum tink...
wat if i dream of myself dying?
o no...i dun dare to continue tinking...
wat if i dream of losing a loved one in my life...
i dun want to...
hais...
i realli hope nth like this happen...
if it gonna b...then let it b mi dying ba...
at least every 1 ard mi will b safe...
if onli u guys are safe,my life will b happy...

here my apologies ba...if i can't live to say it...

ANDREW:dunno you will read it anot...but i still gt to say i am sorry ba...i no i was veri cold to u...i guess u sense tat i was a different person to u rite now...but trust mi...i never just tat on the surface it seems like it is...i will always treat u as my best fren de...coz u are realli my best fren...u have accompany mi through all my sorrow and pain...u accompany mi through the nite on the phone even though u r tired...u never fail to reply my msg whenever i m sad and needed sum 1 to b there...thank you my fren:D

TING:i dunno wat to say le lo...SORRY ALSO:(
i didn't change back...i was always like tat...ever since tat day i promise nt to let u go...ur words "dun let mi go"...touch my heart...i didn't no wat is "treasure wat i have now before i regret"...till we quarrel the 1st time...i feel regret when i say i give up...but i m happy enough tat...i gt a 2nd chance to say "no,i won't give up"
thanks to u:D u will always remain as my bestie...no matter wat happened...

MUMMY:i am sorry mummy...for i m rude to u at times...i realli regret...but i dunno how to express it to u...but u will never fail to forgive and forget...u are sho noble...sum time i get realli tired of ur nagging...but i m scare u will stop it...sum time i hate it when u r strict...but i scare u will let loose on mi and i will turn wild...i knew sum time in the nite...when i m aslp...u come in to my room...and gif mi a hug and kiss on my fore head...i knew all this...coz when u came into my room...i woke up...i was sho touch...tears roll down my face...but i kept quiet...because i m afraid if i say it out...it will b the last time u will do it...i m realli sorry mummy...u r always the best...i promise mummy...i love u :D

BORLIAN:i dunno whether u still spare ur time reading my blog anot...but ya...here is my apologies to u...i m sorry...no matter is it for now or for the past...i owe u this apologies for a long time liao...i must now return it to u...i dunno when i will die...i realli dunno...but i just nid u to no tat...i m real sorry for watever tat happen...maybe i haf hurt u in the past...mayb i have nt...whether is there a scar i dunno...but memories is wat i can guarantee tat will never b erase any faster...watever it is ba...i hope like wat u say...we can b fren ba...unless sum miracle happened tat changes ur mind?o...i dunno ba...i dunno will i b able to stay alive to see u say those words to mi...8 letter 3 words and 1 special meaning...i hope i can:D
and ya...i stay tune to ur blog...and found out tat u kip seeing gal...if it is...then is gd ba...at least u r nt like ben...dun find gf?LOL...watever...all the best to u:D i seems like extra bias to my 2 best fren...coz u gt a extra long note...sho end here...BB!!!

did i left ani 1 out also?if i gt i will post here :D
bb:D
i dunno want to dream anymore:(
no dream please...
if there is a must 4 it...
then let it b my parents striking 4D
:D

Yay-ness~!
holidays knocking on my door le:D
haha...eh hey...but i nt slacking...coz i looking forward to 2nd sept de maths lesson :D
i m maths freak...o watever xD
haha...
yay bought de present all nt given to teachers...only those i bought b4 hand was given...haha
1st i gave mr ong lo...
he was like "wah wah wah"...(by the masterpiece we did)
then i kip say "dun wah until 4get this[the snacks]xD"
hahaha...then he ask hu give de...then qiqi say her[pointing to mi=.="]
haha...then mr ong shake hand with mi and priya...then he wanted to shake hair with ruqi...but she give him a (O.O) look...hahaha...then mr ong say slap her=fly to toilet=.="
LOL...o watever...hahaha...
good news to myself:D
i found a gd poa teacher...haha...but only will be teaching mi after 10 sept...when his own exam finish:D
then i told him dun 4get the stuff...pass on to mi beta=x
haha...
next week gonna get 200 bucks from marmie to buy stuff lo...borrow 1 sum more...haha...then my own 100 bucks...and also 200 bucks from baby[borrow also]
haha!he wan gif i also dun wan take-.-"
borrow enough:D
haha...the nearly 200 bucks boots...here i come :D
haha...then of coz abt the dress ah...i kip thinking lehx...but like i no figure to wear it-.-"
sho was like...ideal dress nt 4 my figure...haha...watever...baby goin with mi to check it out:D
then i guess buy the cosmetics 1st...then of coz practice lo...haha!!!
hmmm...just now baby kip msg mi...sho funny la...he say sho good i end sku early...
sho i say "ü jealous?come join mi lo"...
but he ask mi join army...slap u ar...haha!
watever la...stupid baby:D
kip call mi a pig-.-"
still ask mi eat more...sot sot baby:D
hahaha...
the x-country just now sho funny...we walk walk walk...but reached sku...i still gt top 30:D
guess wat i m the 30th-.-"
GOSH!
hahaha!...
nvm...

ytd i viewed him frenster lo...he say he coming sku...but ended up never...kind of disappointed la...thought can see him from far...but didn't...just now see him msn msg and blog...seems like he working lo...
haha...ok watever...

To him:
eh u beta take care urself...if i nt rong the place will b icey cold?hahaha...
remember wear more clothes...if jacket best lo...dun get urself sick coz of working...and i no is veri tiring also...get enough slp b4 u get really low body resistance and fall ill!:D
and last but nt least...EAT PLEASE...though is busy...but PLEASE EAT...u dun eat also bad 4 urself...later gastric pain no 1 pity u...i couldn't be by u to do all this anymore...but just remember...urself is more important than anything else...sho just TAKE CARE!!!:D

2day woke up alot time lo!
1st time is 6.20+ a.m
daddy thought 2day is early lesson...but is nt lo!
then i say no ar!!!D:
go back slp agn...
auto wake up at 8+...
early gosh man...i slp agn...
1 hour later...
9+ wake up agn!!!D:
still 2 early...
sho i slp agn!:D
hahaha...then baby msg mi at 10+=.=
2 time sum more...but i slp until sho song until 10.40+...
then wake up...shock 2 find 1 msg and 2 missed call xD
sho i called baby straight...talk while then he say he come fetch mi go lunch lo...haha...
we meet up at 11+ ate sum tink then i went school at 1+...
baby went to j8 there de library wait 4 mi lo...poor baby...waited like 2 hours+?
hahaha...then i quickly rush hm after exam lo...sho can see baby faster :D
haha...we went shopping :D
i saw 3 ideal dress man...but i like a particular black 1 piece dress...is sho sho pretty:D
hope i dun spoilt it beauty=X
haha...and also a boots...woot...JUST TOO PERFECT...but guess wat...$179.90 lo?!?!
haha...but i aimming 4 tat still...hehe...just to pretty and perfect XP

2day at school...
finished exam...talk with ruiqi awhile...then i saw this particular familiar back view...then DIXON came!lol...ok i recognized him by the face la...of coz...hope he dun tell him i was there=.="
ok watever...sho as we talk and talk...i try distract ruiqi from seeing him...but "mission failed"...she saw him...then kip telling mi..."eh,_ _ _ _ _ _ _ leh..._ _ _ _ _ _ _ leh..."
=.="
then i just say...."shhhhhh"...then i walk faster away...
is sad la...i dun want to disturb u anymore...sho i chose to leave u alone...hope u are happy with it ba...as from wat i no(guess de...)...u already like sum 1 else...all the best ba...but in my heart u won't be replaced:D
i still hope 4 tat day,the rain will stop and rainbow will appear in front of mi...accompanying ur familiar smile:D

2day was English paper...haha...as usual is difficult...haha...though is difficult but i guess i still can manage abit ba...won't pass but at least won't be a mess ba...haha
baby say he meeting me 2moro...he ask mi b4 or after exam lo...i tinking of both la...as u no greedy la!haha...but i just say dunno le...sho baby say both lo...yay...he understand mi sho well...haha...hasn't seen baby for i tink 3 or 4 days le la...the last time when i gonna meet him...he was having backache...haha...can't blame u no...he is big and fat and old=X
then the back cannot support his weight=X
hahaha....just kidding la...actually was because of his ippt lo...sad to say he fail and was like 0.02s lesser for his shuttle run he can pass le...he sho super tired and sad la...haha...sho kip say sayang 2 him:D
then he cheer up le...STUPID FAT PIG=X
he kip say i pig lo!sho bad la...watever la...baby is fatter than mi...YAY!:D
haha...aiya sian ar...2moro history...waste of time la!hahaha!but after tat can see baby happy enough :D
i suddenly thought of perfume...is it a must?hmmm...dunno lehx...haha...see how 1st:P

FINALLY gt to use com agn-.-"
or perhaps dare to use agn...haha..
too stress over the past 2 days la...sian...haha...whatever la...
done already also cannot change le...just pray hard i do well 4 the rest to *cover*...haha...ok...dunno wat to do la...sian ar...really cannot study much le...2day was having headache 4 the whole day lo...hais...sho sad la...chem paper sho difficult...i really tried my best le...i study all tat i can le...tat's all i can say ba...wat done is done...if teacher just wanna say *i am a piece of furniture* in her class,i also nth to say liao...
heard tat prom nite is on the nov 14...guess i will just go buy all the tinks i nid next week ba...haha...haf to get myself a brand new set of cosmetics...i m just a retard in makeup-.-"
how ar...hopefully i won't get myself look much like a monkey backside:D
haha...
a 1 piece dress...wat colour nicer ar?hmmm...pink?baby blue?or perhaps black!a a black boots:D
tink like tat ba...my baby say perfect!...haha...
stupid baby:D
sian ar...
2moro is er...english!:D
i love english...dunno y=.="
can't wait 4 friday :P
wahaha...
ok watever...i guess i goin spent 500 bucks on this prom nite...guess i didn't no it gonna cost mi a bomb until now-.-"
last yr my kor spent 200 bucks...his is just shirt pant and dye hair...handsome ok:D
this yr dunno wat he goin wear but i guess a minimum of 300 bucks is needed 4 him...while mi a 500 bucks=.="
coz i dun usually make up when i just need cosmetics this coming prom!:[
hahaha...watever la...
LOVE LOVE LOVE!:D
LOVE is in the AIRx3 [:

just woke up nt long?:D
went friendster and everytink...then simply just pass by my blog lo...realise ytd didn't post la...hahaha
ytd was busying with my wraping and buying of teacher's present...this yr i only gt tinks 4 teacher...haha...

MRONG...
ard march this yr...me ting and ying did a "masterpiece" out of our own hand 4 him :D
kind of super duper kiasu lo..sho early>.<
but coz we so stupid lo...thought tat after tat period we will be super busy also...-.-"
but dun seems like lo...coz we are still slacking as usual:D


NICE?:D our "masterpiece"...























clearer look?how is it...i wrap it like tat :P























THEN...after tat incident happened this other time...when mr ong gt gastric pain...i gt an idea of buying him sum tibits and snack sho he could put in office and eat...when he simply just 2 busy but was veri hungry :D
haha...i guess was 2 much la...if gif mi i also nid take months 2 finish...but i guess he can la...coz he like PIG!:D
dun tell him please...o please...hahaha...ok watever tat's 4 mr ong lo :D
see my wrapping skills :D

FULL OF GOODIE:D


















Then into this cute bag tat i have bought :D























Peeping through:P yummy !























haha...sho how was my skill?haha...kind of nt up to standard la...but was heavy lo...and i dunno how to wrap things like tat!=X
haha

MRS WONG...
i bought separate tinks lo...dunno how to wrap together-.-"
stupid lo...
basically is a pen holder,a pen,a note pad and a flower:D
haha...

The pen holder=X























notepad and pen:D






















and of coz...FLOWER!:D




















o rite...the last few steps :D

the family photo:D






















into the bag they go! xD






















PEEP!:D

















overall view of everytink :P

















ok...finally finished:D
haha...hope the teacher will like ba:P
so sian...later goin out le...finally...2moro gt prelim practical...haha...
ytd i finally talked to my TING laogong...and my ANDREW*deardear*...
haha...felt sho happy...though we didn't study la=X
watever la...I x3 U ALL!:D

SPECIALLY JUST 4 U ALL...
perhaps i just want the time to cool down...i dunno wat is it that makes mi feels all this...but i have been feeling really being left all in almost every part of u guys's life...i feel so extra hanging ard u guys...argh...watever...so be it ba...i knew things won't be the same anymore...but i really just can't bring myself to open my mouth to tok 2 u all...a kind of feeling tat makes mi wan to avoid u guys...perhaps is like wat u feeling...hopefully i can come to a decision fast...perhaps it is good or the other way round bad...i really dunno...perhaps there will be a time soon tat when we can all sit down and talk things out...mayb it might help...but i dunno how to bring myself to do tat...perhaps i really need tat time...i won't make it sounds like a death sentence...because after all,i m just a small part of ur frenship journey...however,i just wish i could be in u guys's frenship journey till the end...
dreaming=>*till we are all old...with teeth all dropping but still giggling together...laughing together...staying by each other through out everytink...*
tat's all ba...
i go my lala-land and dream better...
more like life show...=.="
all the best to you guys 4 all up coming exam...

i haf did reflection...i haf made a choice...a choice tat might just change my life totally...
i chose to GIVE UP on them...perhaps i m nt sure whether i can do it...but i haf to just show a strong front ba...i may cry in the nite,but i will do it silently...i may smile at u guys,but i will do it secretly...i may ignore u all,but rite in me i m telling myself nt to...hais...
finally pass a day,which i tink i couldn't get used to...
in class...
i sit alone,because i feel "extra" sitting with u all...
out of class...
i walk alone,because i dun want disturb u guys...
after school...
i go home alone or with qiqi,because i guess is pointless to go together agn...
perhaps...my happiness are just fake happiness...but i appreciated it much...
i dun wan to be silly ani more...
i appreciate all we had in the past...

perhaps is my problem now...i dunno how to face u guys...i chose to escape...in the "xian shi" de shi jie li..."mei you shui dui shui chuo"...
perhaps...like wat i say...my heart is troubling mi...i dunno how to manage all this any more...i tried to tell myself...4get everytink...just act like nth happened...but i can't...perhaps...tat day i was really humiliated 2 much...my confident of making fren with u all are all shatter...i dunno how to bring it together agn...perhaps i dun even no...will we ever get the chance to laugh...to talk...to share problem all together agn...i just no wat i was doin now is act of coward...i just wan to run away ba...

next coming monday...i goin to have my prelim practical exam...my sit is just next to andrew...perhaps i just gonna continue ignoring ba...perhaps...4get abt the idea of study out this sat also ba...i no i m selfish to do all this tink...i m a idiot...a bastard...a bitch...watever u guys wan to scold say abt mi i will accept...i won't scold back or defence...coz i no "wo mei you zhi ge"...suan le ba...

take care...
a scar will always remain there...no matter how much u tried to hide it...it will never goes away...

i m just gonna study and dun gif a damn to any other tink now...i m just to tired to tink anymore now...

FOR THE READERS:D
love ur fren...please dun ever hurts them...u might gonna lose them one day if u hurts them deeply...teasing each other is just part of the fun where friendship haf...but do nt go beyond the line,because u might hurt them deeply...i can simply tell u guys tat i experienced it,and it really hurt mi alot...i feels my heart shattering,because they are the 1 i treat no other than my bestie...the ones i treated as important as my loved one...but in return i gt all this...hais...i dunno how to chose...should i gif up or should i nt?sitting down to tok 2 them do help?i realli dunno...
mind giving mi sum opinion?:D

2day was my oral day...haha...was sho funny lo...instead of us feeling nervous...we r all luff our head's off!:D
haha...ok...thanks guys 4 all the gd luk and tinks:P
x33 u all too...

2day ended much eariler at 1.15...coz oral starts at 2+
haha...sho went lunch-ing as usual we my 3 bestie lo...but 2day qiqi turned into andrew-.-"

andrew u beta dun touch mi...coz if u poke mi 1 time...i will "piak" u 10 times...u "piak" me 1 time...i will punch u many many times :D

find it difficult to talk to them after ytd...dunno why-.-"
sian lo...sho as usual i just leaves class early lo...without them i walk alone lo...as usual la...no surprise-.-"
then andrew was like sho funny...kip say i dun wan tok 2 him...perhaps should say is i find it to tok 2 u all la...sian ar...dunno y everytink turns out this way...but after all i must just say...maybe it is gd to react tat way ytd...coz i finally gt a peace day from andrew chan...

just now oral...main tink is "hygiene and cleanliness"...
can say is fairly ez topics...but my remarks are tat all this are just to ez tat...we simply neva tink much abt this...and it came out...i did fairly bad i guess?

picture=>
a scene at a hawker centre...cleaning is goin on...alot ppl and stuff la...

i say is SARS period lo...then different ppl different remarks on this lo...
ting say unrelated ba...mrs wee say good...hahaha...

then conversation was really a dry subject...tat no much tink could b said...

i insulted chinese + singaporean...=X
i said chinese ply with skin colour of otehr races=X

singaporean treats public facilities with no respect...nt they place or home...sho dun bother to clean up...or to maintain the cleanliness and hygiene...=X

hahaha...ok watever...i should say is fact la...this is wat could be seen in singapore in our daily life...no doubt in my words?hahaha...=X
no offence,ok...i m also under this 2 catagory-.-"
so ya...just bear with it :P

I LOVE MY FREN...:P
orals are over...sho just do a gd job in the rest of the written paper,ok...
jiayous!:D
x33 u all...

To:NBL...
watever u could say la...but like wat i say in all the letter lo...i nt going to give up lo...u can ask us be fren...but please be sure is hu is insulting hu lo...i m fairly ok with a fren like her...but she is nt ok with a fren like mi...watever...

juz gt back hm like 30mins ago...wasn't able to use com coz mummy was mapling:D
haha...believe it or nt...she is a player hu is goin to reach lvl 100 by just killing jr cellion,cellion,orange mush,green mush perhaps some time snails=.="
pro?erm...sum 1 hu kill all this and haf a fkin 100MIL!!!=.="
wo pei fu my mummy...u rocks:D
juz now told her i wan go watch movie=X
the 12 lotus i tink...coz i knew she wants to watch it...sho i told her...i "date" her on the thursday=X
haha....hopefully can make it :P
erm...2day my day are ruin by sum fkin ppl...perhaps i can say my real "bestie"...they makes mi want to cry...i hate all this humiliation...SUCKS MAN!!!
watever it is...my fault or u guys...i dun gif a damn lo...if u all think is funny then continue :D
i m welcoming all ur comments on mi...
perhaps it dun affect mi at all...
but please tink carefully b4 u speaks anytink from ur mouth...
if u all r still sensible enough,please go use ur brain and tink wat u guys haf said...i haf prides too...if u guys dunno i m sorry to say so...because perhaps i m sry to say tat u guys dun haf it...coz if u guys haf it u all will put urself in my shoes and tink lo...if u guys dunno how to tink...perhaps i m sorry to say...is i suay to met u all and get shoot like tat...i can laugh to u,but if u use ur brain...u can no a gal kena shoot lo?5 ppl shoot mi 1...i diam diam...u all tink veri funny...continue continue continue...if i ever put u all in this situation i can say sry...but i can tell the god i didn't because i gt the fkin brain tat i should haf to tink...i guess yes i m rite...you guys ruin my day 2day...irritated by u idiots...if bestie are like tat,i m sorry but i rather dun wan it...
fk it man...
i came hm...i feel sho humiliated...i tok 2 mummy...she ask mi dun b sho xiao qi...i told her but hello...is nt 1st time or juz 1 2 time tat it happen...it only gt more jialat 2day...
though i didn't flung up...but i wanted to save face 4 u all and tat is the library tat we are in 2 day...

DEDICATED TO THE 5(mainly to 2 only)...
u can guys b my best fren...my good fren or watever...u dun haf the fkin rite to humiliate mi...dun worry i won't put ani of u through this...because i felt it myself jus 2day...if u all dunno...humiliation in such way do makes other lose confident...perhaps u all won't no it...but yes...u guys did hurt mi badly...

NEW LIST OF VOCABULARY TO DESCRIBE MI:D
1.SHORT
2.BE-SPECTACLE with THICK LENS
3.OLD
4.UGLY
5.DUN REMEMBER LIAO...i will post when i remember:D
is a long list i gt from them...they realli "ROCKS" by giving mi all kind of vocabulary...i can even tink of using them in oral 2moro...thanks man...or perhaps i can't...coz they say it onli suits mi...=.="

TO:NBL...
i gt a veri bad day today...perhaps i jus want say i miss u...and how i wish u were there when i gt humiliated by my "bestie" 2day...hais....it realli sux when u r there:( tat's all 4 2day ba...x333

i should start gettin my hands on my conversation topics 4 2moro oral :D
kiind of nervous:(
2moro will post out wat topic i got 4 oral lo:D
wait 4 my "good" news-.-"
watever it is...GOOD LUCK TO U ALL(including those 2) 4 ORAL 2MORO:D
x333

on the 17.40pm
i cried,perhaps these are wat i suppose to haf let out in school just now...
i m a fkin bitch which no one wants to care abt...sucks...
how i wish i m dead~!hais...

korkor just go dentist coz of his wisdom tooth...haha...mummy say...
chi dao zhe mo lao,cai shen...=x
meanin sho old liao...wisdom tooth then come out...hahaha...funny la...
:P
jus realise y tat time my gum swollen...coz gt tooth stuck inside cannot come out...though sum edge are out liao=.="
make mi sho painful tat time...haha...so my tooth was plyin hide and seek with mi...argh....bad tooth :D
korkor haf to go surgery coz his wisdom tooth is together with the veins...eeyer =X
800-1000 bucks lo...expensive...poor korkor:D
hope he get well soon:P x333

ooo...sad:(
i guess i nt born to study chemistry or physics...perhaps nt meant 4 studying science :D
haha...
hmmm...gt 3 for my practical...how smart m i :D
hmmm...bored lo...tell mi wat to do...tink should stop doing maths and start concentrating on my science(chemistry and physics),english,poa!!!
hahaha...my concern are on all this-.-"
realli gonna screw myself up if i fail my prelim...or score more then 18!!!
screw my brain upside down!!!haha...
my wound are hurting still though is beta now...haha...but got to bear with it :P
2day hit against the table 2 times lo...PAIN!...hahaha...but still quite ok la:D

To:NBL...
basically i also dunno wat to say lo...wat i haf been saying is i miss you...now is super duper miss u lo?
tat's all=x
is goin to b busy le...coz of coming up nite studies...and intensive lesson...i am as gd as experiencing ur life 4 the past yr...finally i no how u feel last time when u are real tired...perhaps i must say i m sry...i finally no those tired and stress u had been through...i finally no myself beta now...i m nt understanding toward u...i m very "hai zi qi",wo bu hui ti liang ni...i thought tat if i could spend more time with u...it will makes u more happy...but i didn't no it causes u sho much more stress than u actually could get...i wasted ur sleeping time when u came to pick mi up to go school together...i didn't realise ur tired and only no tat all i wanted back then was u to accompany mi everyday...i m sho selfish towards u...wo hao xiang bu chang ni...would u allow mi?i hope i could bu chang u by staying by ur side to take care of u...i won't mind it if you were to hate mi sum time later...i juz wan to stay by u and do everytink i can to make u happy:D i mean it...
i no is all my fault...i m really sry,my dear...if i gt the chance,i won't do it again...but in reality time cannot b turn back...sho perhaps if i gt the chance,i will pay back 4 wat i have done to cause u all the trouble...i will b a totally different mi,i will sacrifice my everything 4 u:D
WO HAO XIANG NI...XIANG AI NI DUO YI CHI x333

just like any other day:D
wake up in the morning then 1st tink on com before doin necessary tink=X
haha...then play la!:D
haha...then er...was really bored la...computer sux-.-"
perhaps is computer without audition sux!nvm...juz another few more months to audition everyday:P
then...erm...sian lo...juz now fell down:(
then gt wound lo...lucky use my elbow support my body from sliding down the stair if nt in hospital liao...zzz
lucky is just rite below my hus...sho malu >.<
lucky all the ppl below i dunno 1...haha...then erm...1 of my gd neighbour hu had seen mi growing up came abt...and sho concerning...asking mi to go hm immediately clean up my wound lo...haha...thanks u uncle:D
then lucky daddy was ard to help mi:) thanks daddy x333
i came hm to clean my wound very fast lo...but i must say shouldn't clean...coz it makes my leg more painful:(
but i tink will b beta ba:D the wound just small 1 nt sho chiam...hahaha...
hais sian ar...i miss him...i miss him...i miss him...

sku also boliao la...actually ytd parent meeting postpone to 27 august 08=.="
guys dun 4get abt it :D
ask ur parents to remember bring sum tink to block the ear...because is gonna b on the results and entry requirement...before ani interestin topics coming up :P
erm...prom nite coming up:D
graduation ceremony too:P
as well as nite study goin to start!:(
everyday will b like hell...mountains and mountains of stress goin to pile up on us~!hahaha...
show u guys the small wound...i find it funny-.-"just like any other day:D
i gt fat legs i m sorry...hahah!:D

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finally gt to use com...basically 1 words can describe mi now...and tat is exhausted=.="
wo de ma ya...hao lei wors... :(
2 day motivational maths lesson was sho boring as usual...because the usual entertainer are nt allowed to attend tat lesson:( thanks to the sku-.-"
then 2day we had curry puff lo:D
i ate 4...amazing?but i was really full later on...sho bad feeling in my tummy:(
then neva eat until dinner lo... i went causeway point 4 dinner...has duck rice...super oily :(
kind of nid to jian fei le...i was like 41kg now!!!sho heavy...HELP!!!hahaha...
suddenly feel like eating chicken k_____ dunno wat is tat...mon i went tpy to and saw this stall selling sum tink delicious...bought and tried...omg...yummy yummy!!!:D
gt chicken slice and lots of cabbage:P
i love it...hahaha...hopefully 2moro go tpy with mum lo...can go get it agn...wahaha...pls dun say i m greedy...i juz simply love to eat stuff with lots of cabbage :D
perhaps will bring bestie they all go eat lo :P
hahaha...TEMPTATION~!:P
hais...ok wateva...i juz now was falling aslp le lo...then mummy say "mei,hao le hao le!"...
mei=small sis 4 my bro to call...but every 1 gt used to it calling mi this...ah wateva...
i juz gt use calling daddy and mummy "auntie,uncle"=x
ahaha...they also call each other this...sho is like...ok wateva...we juz follow :P
hmmm...sad to say DPA thingy do le also no use...non of the poly wanted mi...hahaha...tink coz all my course points are 10-16 and my mid year gt 18!!!:(
i will work harder!!!:P

2day's joke:D read below...
ANDREW:potato..wahaha..
MIIE:[shout]KARTHIK!!!
KARTHIK:[look over] yes?who call mi...
ALI:shufen...
MIIE:nth nth :D
ANDREWandMIIE:[hahahahahaha!!!]
ANDREW:yao zhe ge hao xiang yao karthik de arm pit...[hahahaha]
MIIE:er xin-.-
ANDREW:[laugh like crazy]zai xi wo sai jin ni de zhui ba ar!
MIIE:[o.O =.=" diao!!!!]hahaha...
sum tink like tat...hahaha

To:NBL
i really had gt no choice ani more so i m sorry lo...waiting is still my only choice and priority...hmmm...bored as usual...this timing u should b slping le ba...like a log...hahaha...nth could wake u up i tink...
hmmm...sian ar...dunno wat to do le la...everyday miss u but cannot do ani tink...hais...dunno u finish reading anot?8th day le...haha...i did count as i told u earlier...no joke:D
hahaha...i m slpy now...hope can dream of u again...haha...as i did few day ago:P
hahaha...hmmm...dunno wat to do...sho sian now...
tink should go b oink oink liao :P
u enjoy ur orh orh,ok:D
hahaha...
LOVE U LOTS...:D
enjoy:D

乌黑的发围盘成一个圈
缠绕所有对你的眷恋
搁着半透明的脸
嘴里说的语言完全没有欺骗
屋顶灰色瓦片安静的画面
灯火是你美丽那张脸
终于找到所有流浪的终点
你的微笑就输了疲倦
千万不要说天长地久
免的你觉的我不切实际
想多么简单就多么简单
是妈妈告诉我的哲理
脑袋都是你心里都是你
小小的爱在那城里好甜蜜
念的都是你全部都是你
小小的爱在那城里只为你倾心
让我大声的对你说
i'm thinking of you
那回城的票根你留做纪念
不必害怕面对离别
剪掉一丝头发让我放在胸前
走到那里都有你陪
相随
oh~~念的都是你全部都是你
拉拉拉拉拉~~~~~拉拉拉拉拉
那一种寸步不离的感觉
我知道就叫做缘

ok:D finished...x333
read this:D big big joke:P

COPYRIGHTED stuff by:JASMINE

LIN SIMIN...

talked about some people
come to think of it, hais.
can't really stand that someone
so blocked her from mine everything.
=D

cannot say is me from here rite:( then here lo :D

Please larh scold don't dare admit
still want to deny that you not scolding me
so obvious can , don't tell me your friend also put two nick same as me lorr
what bullshit you talking larh
want scold come scold larh
don't need like so act kelian one right
pui!
i treat you as my friend you say i hypocrite
i treat you as friend you say i see you as a bitch
i treat you as friend you anyhow say i got scold you
you think i dumb is it
you think my interpretation sucks is it
you think i brainless is it
you write until so bloody obvious, red in color pls lorr
think people don't know you talking about me is it
think i don't know how to read is it
think i will dumb dumb still be friends with you after you scold me ar huh
think i will stupid go believe that when you tell me you're not scolding means you're not ar
think i will so no brains to go believe you again is it
what to this girl to that girl
to me then say to me larh

mine name is JASMINE LIN SIMIN

LARH

LOOK CAREFULLY LARH NEXT

TIME WANT SCOLD ME TYPE

MINE NAME OUT LARH DUMB!

you anyhow assume that the people i say in my nick is you
then you also anyhow come scold me
still don't want to admit
then now you become clever ler lorr
go delete the post
should have BOOKMARK that page and show everyone larh
i got every evidence to say you scolding me lorr
and what , you don't have any proof saying that i got scold you right
i will remember this de hor
you want go love borlian you go love for all i care larh
also nobody stopping you right
also nobody say you cannot love right
also nobody say i don't allow it right
you get so paranoid for what
i never say before i hate you right
i never say before you're a bitch right
i never say i put the blame on you right
you are the one that say you own self like very bitch lorr
and pls i swear i never treat you as one lorr
is you own self think that i see you as a bitch marh
is you own self think that i got hate you marh
is you own self go think this think that
then anyhow come and scold me
what the bloody hell lorr
tamade! say i hypocrite, is don't know who the real hypocrite larh
i regretted knowing you can
i regretted treating you as friend can
i regretted everything that has to do with you can
bloody ass

___ [ i don't know whats her surname

larh ] SHUFEN

F.U.C.K Y.O.U

stop denying man!
coward!


simply juz 1 word to say back to u?
LAN?or perhaps juz ez word "LOUSY"...
if u simply juz wan to assume tat i was toking abt u then nvm...
i gt nth to say...
then if u gt sum bull shit then i m sorry...because i didn't del tat post...
i merely strike it...
if u still wan read it then go ahead:D
gt no offence abt tat...
but i gt every evidence tat this is done by ...
:D
u no y?
i copy paste from u...
u can simply block mi and then scold mi coward?
i mean ok wateva...
if i gt block u then i tat fking coward...
but i didn't perhaps u are tat stupid coward hu scold ppl behind their back and hide...
o watever...
dun haf much time to spare 4 u...
if u wan no my surname+name then i shall tell u LEESHUFEN:D
no lie...
i mean ya...
hahaha...
dun nid lie...
yawn...
scold ppl fk u?i mean can u?
u r a gal and i m a gal...=.="
coward?
hello...
now seems like is u blocking mi:D
as i rong or not?:D
i no wat is a coward now :D
guys i shall highlight main point 4 u all 2 read:P
actually everytink is main point:D
hahaha...
those kind of ppl juz scold and blog...gif comment on her scolding k:D
10/10?woot...JASMINE LIN SIMIN...U ROCKS MAN...
interesting u no...more please?:D

hais...sian ar...was practically veri stress up lo...juz now the fkin practical thought i did well enough...but guess wat all rong?hahaha...2bad 4 mi then...:(
hais...itchy hand rite all solution o.O
then idiot lo...is all solid:( then tmd de...switch all the fan to speed 1...omg la...suana ar?stupid la...hahaha...overall fun is important=x hahaha...tink every 1 enjoyed xD
hais...dunno la...dunno wat to do...i hen xiang ta leh...hahaha...2day haf a fun time during chemistry lesson lo...dunno how come benjamin comes to the topic of CURRY...then...
ANDREW:QU WEN karthik de arm pit...
MIIE:HUH?
ANDREW:ZHE YANG...(SNIFF VERY STRONGLY)...
MIIE and ANDREW:(hahaha!!!)
ANDREW:then ta kan guo lai...ni jiu tian liang quan...(lick his lips 2 rounds)
YUCKS...hahahaha!!!
every 1 look over...i cover my face with book and laugh=.="
MIIE:er xin man!!!
ANDREW:mmmm~!you potato de wei dao...
miie sian diao... ... ...(crow fly over)LAUGH!!!

see this is call retard *deardear* of mine-.-"

next part is after lesson we on the way out of school...

ANDREW:potato...sniff...
MIIE:LUFF!!!
LAOGONG:shen mo shi?o.O
MIIE:andrew la...kns...gang cai ta zai ban gan wo zhuo de shi hou hor...ta jiang...
andrew pointed 2 mi...
ANDREW:JIANG SHEN MO?
MIIE:jiang jiang jiang...(hahahaha!!)
LAOGONG:shen mo...(haha!!!)
MIIE:ta jiang wen karthik de arm pit you potato de wei dao!!!
LAOGONG:ERRR...er xin la~!
ANDREW and MIIE:laugh on stop hahahahahahahah!!!
MEHMEH:shen mo?o.O
MIIE:andrew jiang karthik de arm pit you potato de wei dao...
MEHMEH:EEEEEEE!!!er xin=.="
all laugh-.-"

at bus stop...
ANDREW:(all of a sudden)POTATO LAI LE!!!
MIIE:LOL?...
then...karthik came abt and tok...=x

suddenly...
ANDREW:KAN shen mo...
JOVIN:xi huan ni...
MIIE:hahahah!
ANDREW:shi meh?
JOVIN...sian dao-.-"(continue looking)
andrew smile back...
MIIE:hahahahah!!!(look at ting)
LAOGONG:ni zhuo mo?
MIIE:gang cai jovin kan zhu andrew...andrew wen ta zhuo mo...ta jiang ta xi huan andrew...andrew jiao shi meh?then jovin sian diao...
LAOGONG:hahahahaha...

BUS LAI LE...(on bus)
LAOGONG:eh ni mei you xia qu meh?
ANDREW:wo kan na ge deng zai shan wo yi wei an bell liao...nvm...yao bu yao qu prime?
LAOGONG:OK lo...MEH MEH you meh you qian...
then reach prime...
ANDREW: eh zhuo leh...
MIIE:bu yao deng yi xia ni jiang wo sip bu shi drink...
ANDREW:hahaha...
then he told them abt mi drink water...is slow but nt sipping ok!
EVERYONE laugh...=.="

(character intro:
LAOGONG=>TING:D
MIIE=>SHUFEN
ANDREW=>still andrew lo=x
MEHMEH=>YING
JOVIN=>another school mate)

this is wat i call the lamer bestie :D
hahaha...jealous?yes u should :P

To:NBL...
veri xiang ni as usual...hahaha...sian ar...wonder if u ever tink of mi...tink 2 much la myself-.-"
sho how r u 2day?again gaying with ben lye?hahaha...so sian la...i so miss you!!!i feel like seeing u:(
it has been the 6th day since i see u...dunno when can i see u again...i want everyday be with u!:(
sho bored la...jiayou jiayou study hor...if nt rong...u goin haf exam in 3 weeks time?:D
dun tired urself out,like candle burning at both end...:D
wonder how is the chocolate biscuit?finish? D:
drink more water ar...weather nt gd now :D
i m still serious about being by u through all the thick and thin,ok:D
but...realli hope u consider abt visiting my mama on her birthday ok...she will b more than happy to see u :D
and if u dun wan see mi by then,i will juz hide ba...perhaps go out or sum tink until u go :)
as long as u r happy...i m happy le:D
LOVE LOTS...x333

ENJOY:D

When I see your smile
Tears run down my face I can't replace
And now that I'm stronger I've figured out
How this world turns cold and breaks through my soul
And I know I'll find deep inside me I can be the one

I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

It's ok. It's ok. It's ok.
Seasons are changing
And waves are crashing
And stars are falling all for us
Days grow longer and nights grow shorter
I can show you I'll be the one

I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

Cuz you're my, you're my, my true love, my whole heart
Please don't throw that away
Cuz I'm here for you
Please don't walk away,
Please tell me you'll stay, stay

Use me as you will
Pull my strings just for a thrill
And I know I'll be ok
Though my skies are turning gray

I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

To:Another Gal...
if u can't help but still tink tat i m insulting you...then i haf got nth to say liao...is like explaining really makes tink worst...i guess u no wat i mean...jie shi jiu shi yan shi...mei you yong de...go find out the truth urself...i dun want to kip saying same tink again and again...after all is juz abt assuming this and assuming tat...wasn't i rite?wat so ever it is...i realli can't b bother ani more...i gt 2 much tink 2 manage now...

2day basically is another tiring day 4 mi...dunno y...lucky 2day no lesson after sku...haha...happily go hm and rest...haha...the empty feeling is nt going away!!!why :(
hmmm...i wonder how sia...juz back from serangoon...pei my mummy go see doctor...doctor say her high blood pressure is quite nt gd 2day!ok...she nid go back to see the doctor agn next week :D
sian ar...i really wish to see u...
awww...2moro is practical mock :(
was scare though...1st time practical exam...scare cannot finish-.-"


To:NBL...
wo zhen de hen bu kai xin...bu kai xin ying wei kan bu jian ni... :(
i m a bitch in other's eye agn...hais...i guess i deserve this?watever...any insult taken 4 u,i will b willing...hais...when will i see u?life is boring...wonder now are u at hm yet...as u no la...last time kip sms u...u always reply late=x
say u juz went hm...baddie...hahaha...please go hm earlier ba...ye shen ren jing...stay out late nt gd D:
i juz found tat the weather sux...even i gt sore throat liao...sho remember drink water,ok?:D
i really dunno wat is happen la...if i m able to see u...the 1st tink i m goin to do was to hug u...i mean it...no more words from ur mouth:D
I MEAN IT...wo hao xiang ai ni :D
remember i told u abt unfulfilled dream?
it is I HAVEN LOVE U AGN:D
hahaha...=x

NICE MA?this is a significant date to mi...no matter is it...last time or now or in the future,it will nt change:D i mean it...hope u can remember this day still...LOVES lots xD

















To:THAT GAL...
hello...if u hate mi tat much...come rite to my face and tell mi...please dun do hypocrite tinks behind my back...ur main aim was to hurt mi...wasn't it?i guess u achieved it...but sho wat?i m already prepared 4 tat...i shouldn't haf trust ur words...i should have believe other ppl 4 telling mi all this...i regret being ur fren...perhaps nt fren but a hi bye stranger u no for less than a month...but seriously i dun care ani more...i can proudly say tat i can face the god to say i did nth rong...i didn't interfer ur life in the past...i have waited sho long...i never even attempt to msg this boy in the past...because i no u 2 are living well...but now...even if i express my feeling...it is my problem i guess?i haf already bear with u sho long...u told mi it is naturally...but behind mi...u stab mi rite through my heart...but i can onli say...i will never gif him up...
"ËRRR....DISGUSTING...PLASTIC?" hello,u tink i dunno hu u refering 2?
"SERIOUSLY,GOT GROSSED OUT BY TAT SUM 1" u tink i blind?dun nid b sho indirect...if u r a human,tink abt urself b4 u say mi...i guess saying "ILOVEYOU" to sum 1 single wasn't rong?or perhaps to u,i sux and was a bitchy freak...i dun gif a damn...juz come rite in front of mi to say it...i can never take it ani more...
i m willing to lose everytink 4 this guys...with no regrets...because ILOVEHIM...slap mi as much as u like also can...i realli can't bother to gif a damn to u...i m tired of hiding this and tat...feeling can b hidden once and twice but nt thrice...sho 4give mi or simply juz hate mi...

i mean i dun haf to lie...up to u to believe anot...i won't clear those tink on top off...because is juz sho unfair to u and mi...and if u seriously tink...is all abt u...then maybe all i can say is sry...tat's all...believe it or anot...i didn't block...i dun haf to do it...4 his sake,i can do anytink...but there is a limit i mean...i won't stab u from ur back...

ok...life is boring man...i dunno wat haf i done to deserve all this?
can ani 1 tell mi?whether loving sum 1 is a mistake?i just wan to love him...but obstacle is everywhere...the more i love him,the more ppl hates mi...argh...life sux...
actually wat i want to say 2day was...i m grateful tat i feel my health getting worser:D
because it means i m goin to be hospitalise agn...gambling my life with god...
win or lose?who knows?i dun gif a damn ani more...life is juz like a meaningless tink 2 mi now...
but i still does hope...i can finish up my 'o' level examination for this yr:D
i want to do well...strive for excellence...get great result...hopefully do my parents proud...b4 i leave this world and enjoy:D
whatever it is...i finally feels loves from fren...i finally realise wat are call frens and wat r call gd weather fren... :D
in my 17 years of life...i met both kind...but 1 tink i m grateful is tat...i finally differentiate them already...my bestie are 4ever there:D sho happy abt knowing them:D
whether you all still treat mi as fren anot...i will never 4get the happy time we had...no matter is it quarrel,no matter is it laughter or no matter is it cold shoulder tat we gave each other...i juz want promise u guys tat...i will never regret knowing u guys...my life will never be filled with regrets because u guys brightened up my day :D
laughter of u guys make mi feel sho grateful tat god had bring us together...i do hope tat i can b there when u guys haf problem...i do hope u guys dun hesitate to call mi...no matter is it sadness,happiness or worries...i hope i will b the one u guys tink of when u haf problems...i promise to b there...i might nt b able to comfort u...but if u cry,i will sit with u to cry...if u laugh,i will laugh with u...if u curse,i will curse along with u...4 as long as u want:D
afterall frens are like tat xD
2day in class i m sho tired...i kip wanting to doze off and i haf to kip putting a MENTOS in my mouth:(
sho sweet...later tio diabetes...haha...
but is the only was to wake myself up=.=
juz now is chemistry mock...i guess tat's the only hour in this whole damn day tat i dun feel tired-.-"
feel worry tat i can't finish...but indeed i didn't finish it still:( tink fail le ba...haha...i juz wrote all rubbish tat i can remember...juz to tired to flip the damn book...hahaha...

TO:NBL
how are u 2day?:D
must b gay-ing with ben agn?hahaha...sho boring la...i miss you man...
awww...wonder haf u ever switch ur mind to mi 4 at least 1 second?hahaha...silly thought of mine=.="
hais...ai ni zhen de hen nan...every 1 hate mi 4 tat now:(
i m sho call a bitch once agn=.="
dunno y also leh...some ppl tink i m tat now...
dunno wat i did also lo...
but i will nt give up de:D
like i say...how long it takes mi,i also won't gif up...afterall my mind is all abt u everyday now...hahaha...i wonder when then will u msg mi:( or even come find mi?
hahaha...i must b crazy=.="
but tell u what...i did calculate how mani day is it now from the day i gave u those tink=x
is already 4th day... :D
hahaha...
but i hope on the 11th sept u can come visit my mum ba...is her birthday:D
and i guess who visit her also nt as happy as u do it-.-"
she is bias always :(
hahaha...juz u and u and u from her mouth...
you la...mayb can consider change mama:D
since she likes u sho much?hahaha...
ar...
give u ur next lyrics ba:D

男:my life 一直在等待
空荡的口袋
想在里面放一份爱
why 总是被打败
真的好无奈
其实我实实在在
不管帅不帅

男:想要找回来(女:想要找回来)
男:自己的节拍(女:自己的节拍)
男:所以这一次
合:我要勇敢大声说出来

合:期待期待你发现我的爱
无所不在我自然而然的关怀
男:你的存在(女:你的存在)
男:心灵感应的方向
合:我一眼就看出来
是因为爱

合:我猜你早已发现我的爱
绕几个弯靠越近越明白
男:不要走开(女:不要走开)
男:幸福的开始就是
合:放手去爱

男:想要找回来(女:想要找回来)
男:自己的节拍(女:自己的节拍)
男:所以这一次
合:我要勇敢大声说出来

合:期待期待你发现我的爱
无所不在我自然而然的关怀
男:你的存在(女:你的存在)
男:心灵感应的方向
合:我一眼就看出来
是因为爱

合:我猜你早已发现我的爱
绕几个弯靠越近越明白
男:不要走开(女:不要走开)
男:幸福的开始就是
合:放手去爱

合:幸福的开始就是放手去爱

your love is the only source of warmth 4 mi...i mean it...it let mi feel safe...your love is the only 1 tat i wanted... :D
i will jiayou jiayou on waiting...i promise:D
i promise i will b gd this time round too...a chance please?:D
hahaha...happy reading xD

nice?my attempt to design my fone=x

















clearer look of it :D

THIS IS ALREADY THE 3RD DAY~!
quite sad ba?wateva...i have been feeling real tired this few day...i guess i thought tat i was suppose to emo le...but i m realli thx my bestie 4 being by my side...:D
TING,YING,ANDREW and all...haha...named 3 coz they are main character...3 person who i LOVE MOST as well as i will never 4get :D
haha...2day veri funny...coz is classrm system instead of homerm system again...coz of common test i tink...haha...sho recess qiqi came over to join us...then half way she go toilet...we all sho bad...coz we say this...
DEON:ta qu emo liao...
TING:ta qu hua quan quan(circle?)
ALL:(hahahahaha)
MIIE:ta qu toilet...guan na de cubicle de man...then hua quan quan...
ALL:(burst into laughter)
MIIE:ke neng ta na liquid qu hua man?LOL!
ALL:(laughing non-stop)
...BEN OH came in...(eating burger)
ANDREW:qu mai tong xi mei you jiang...
BEN OH:why must i say...
MIIE:(tuo siao)=x
BEN OH:talking abt ppl eh?!?!
MIIE:hahahah=x
BEN OH:(pointing to miie)BAD GAL...hahaha...
ANDREW:ta qu zhao nan ren then hua zai ta shen shang...
DEON:shen mo?
...QIQI came back...she looked at mi...blur-ly=x
MIIE:andrew jiang...er...er...ta(pointing to qiqi) qu zhao nan ren then hua quan quan zai ta shen shang!
DEON:(O.o to :O)hahahahahahahah~!
basically is like tat=x
hahaha...this is wat the bestie are like...hahaha:D
LOVE YOU GUYS :D

hmmm...i keep wondering whether he no le ma?
every 1 ask mi the same tink...my reply was i already give him those tink and hint le...nth more i can do...necklace and bracelet is with him once agn le...

basically,joanne juz msg mi ba...hais...i really veri sorry 4 wad i have done...i realli dunno loving sum 1 can cause sho much trouble...in the past when i love this guy,i gt sho much problem...but i neva give up because he is by my side...now?i gt no more?i gt myself and tat's all...is it loving sum 1 sho difficult?NO 1 CAN FORCE MI TO LOVE HIM NEITHER CAN ANI 1 FORCE MI TO GIVE UP ON HIM...this is all i can say?i am really sorry...but i realli love him...4 the past few months i have told myself to stop thinking...but i failed...ARGH...but if time could turn back...i will fall in love with him with no regrets agn...

To:NBL x]
I really miss you alot...is already 3rd day...i wonder you read those tink le
ma?hmmm...what so ever la:D
mei you du,ye kan dao those 2 items i give u le?:D
hmmm...i wonder how r u 2day?fine i guess xD
how is the cookie i gave u?nice?remember drink water!if nt later sore throat then
throat will hurts 1:(
if i get the chance i will take water and force u 2 drink...haha
hmmm...but juz enjoy k:D
just no limit la...dun make urself sick :D
zhen de hen xiang ni...bu zhi dao ni dong ma?but nvm:D
i will wait because i love you la =X
remember to study ar:D
exam coming xD
jyjy...i won't disappoint u hope u too ar~!get gd grade go poly :D

LOVE YOU LOTS x333

ANOTHER LYRICS 4 U:D

Staring at the moon so blue
Turning all my thoughts to you
I was without hopes or dreams
I tried to dull an inner scream but you
saw me through

Walking on a path of air
See your faces everywhere
As you melt this heart of stone
you take my hand to guide me home and now
I'm in love

Chorus: You took my heart away
when my whole world was gray
You gave me everything
and a little bit more
And when it's cold at night
and you sleep by my side
you become the meaning of my life

Living in a world so cold
you are there to warm my soul
You came to mend a broken heart
You gave my life a brand new start and now
I'm in love

Chorus: You took my heart away
when my whole world was gray
You gave me everything
and a little bit more
And when it's cold at night
and you sleep by my side
you become the meaning of my life

Holding your hand
I won't fear tomorrow
Here were we stand
we'll never be alone

basically juz finish doin the frenship blog...haha...i love my fren:P
the 7 of us ok xD

basically i also dunno wat i doin ytd...ytd went to gif him then present...one is pass to his hand le,i should b happy ma...but in the end,i was emo...i walk hm alone...i saw bus stop at the outskirt of bus part,i sat there...kept tinking...i kept telling myself...bu yao sa le...ta bu hui ze mo kuai kan dao de...bu yao dan xin...but instead...this dun work...i got more upset...hais...dunno wat i want la...wanted to go see mun yi and joey de...but neva...they wasn't at hm...sho eactually i picked up alot courage in order to go find you alone...dunno la...

ytd i went out 4 movie...is the money nt enough 2...it is suppose to b comedy?
but instead...i find tat is it...lame,funny,sad and touching lo...
lame at the front part where the citizens plug up the ERP gate tink and walk ard with it then throw in river-.-" how is tat possible:D
funny when the ahma gt abit sick le...and dunno wat she doin or haf said-.-"
that's when she make it funny xD
then sad and lame when the ahma was being move here and there to stay...fk the son 4 letting her slp in toilet and juz rite outside toilet...she was sent to old folk hm...and she cry and collapse...and the last part where she wanted to save her granddaughter...and she plug out her breathing pipe...sad lo:(
i cried 2 times...but overall it wasn't as sux la...:D
okok...

i goin out makan le...blog later :P
WO ZHEN DE HAO XIANG NI...NI ZHI DAO LE MA?:(

got hm at 3+ pm?
hahaha...the weather is sho bad tat i kip sweating-.-"
i wonder how r u feeling now?or u haven even look at those tink?
or haf u and u r nt willing to tok 2 mi now?hais...i realli dunno?

wo hao xiang ku...wo zhen de hao xiang ni...

2moro sku starts agn...wed is chem mock follow by fri practical mock agn...i feel like to gif up now...but i also dun wanna to disappoint u therefore i tell myself to carry on...another 2months+...hais...ytd i did a luck test...is on the topic abt 2 party and u?
ok my test result was...
=> my life seems to be veri happy only on the surface...rite inside is juz like empty and boring...if i were to chose the 1st party my life will change completely and he will be doting mi and love mi a lot...and if i chose 2nd party(you) sacrifice is a short term matter and sweetness is rite after tat...he will touched?i dunno whether this is true?but i chose to b stupid...because i chose 2nd party...i dun mind to sacrifice 4 u...because in my life...you are more important than anytink...i dun mind even to sacrifice my life 4...because i love you...

LETTER JUST 4 U=>

life may seems difficult now...but i will neva gif up...wo zhi xiang rang ni zhi dao...bu guan ni dao le na li...ni ye yong yuan hui zai wo xin zong...bu guan yao wo xi sheng she me jiu suan wei ni si wo duo yuan yi...sho how are you today?:D
Have a fun day?hmmm...i guess?i hasn't been disturbing u ani more...i dun wan to disturb ur peaceful day xD
juz by thinking of u from where m i,i m happy enough...ur smile ytd realli brightened up my day:D

x3YOU(NBL)i nt going to deny anythink ever agn...

当你看着我
我没有开口已被你猜透
爱是没把握
还是没有符合你的要求
是我自己想得太多
还是你也在闪躲

如果真的选择是我

我鼓起勇气去接受

不知不觉让实现开始闪烁

哦~第一次我说爱你的时候

呼吸难过心不停的颤抖

哦~第一次我牵起你的双手

轻轻放下不知该往哪儿走

那是一起相爱的理由

那是一起死守

哦~第一次吻你深深的酒窝
想要清醒却冲昏了头
哦~第一次你躺在我的胸口
二十四小时没有分开过

那是第一次知道天长地久

是我自己想得太多
还是你也在闪躲
如果真的选择是我
我鼓起勇气去接受
不知不觉让视线开始闪烁

哦~第一次我说爱你的时候

呼吸难过心不停的颤抖

哦~第一次我牵起你的双手

轻轻放下不知该往哪儿走

那是一起相爱的理由......对我

感觉你属于我

感觉你的眼朦

第一次就决定绝不回错

哦~第一次我说爱你的时候

呼吸难过心不停的颤抖

哦~第一次我牵起你的双手

轻轻放下不知该往哪儿走

那是一起相爱的理由

那是一起死守

哦~第一次吻你深深的酒窝
想要清醒却冲昏了头
哦~第一次你躺在我的胸口
二十四小时没有分开过

那是第一次知道天长地久

ENJOY:D
HIGHLIGHTED MAIN POINT 4 YOU LIAO:D
WOAINI~!xD

*HIGHLIGHT TO RITE WORDS BELOW HERE...

i really dun wanna lie anymore...i couldn't hold on any longer...i haf been waiting and waiting...maybe you will say i sux...but i m really sorry...i really love this guy...for the past few months i have been really downcast...i dunno wat i was doing...i tried my best to hide...but i couldn't...i am really sorry...if the world gonna hate mi for all this tat i have done...i guess is ok...because all i wanted is this guy by my side...i really neva felt anytink safer than lying in his arms...his warmth is one tat no one else can ever replace...his importance will never change too...please 4give mi 4 being selfish...because i REALLY LOVE HIM...
AI SHI ZHI SI DE...sorry

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